Simple as that......PREPARATION.
But, tonight, I have realized these ideas are being birthed into my heart, mind and spirit by God to prepare me for walking out my purpose. You see, all these thoughts and ideas sing a common tune which is in line with my mission and purpose in life. I don't need to "do" all of the ideas, but they meld together in creating the person and spirit I am, and am becoming.
So, I will continue to receive the ideas and thoughts, allowing them to ferment in my heart and spirit. But now, frustration will no longer be privy to the access of my inner most being. I now realize this process for what it is.... the fertilization of a beautiful flower, the polishing of a brilliant diamond; for service unto the Lord and to others.
1 Corinthians 2:9.... "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has planned for those that love him."